Graduation Day

I'm back guys! Sorry for my super LONG hiatus. I've been busy with many things at my school. I'm in the middle of my 3 months holiday right now. How cool is that? :P A few weeks ago was my Graduation Day. I just finished grade 10! :D Though, that day didn't end up really well..as..I cried that day, because of my parents. The ceremony was scheduled at 6.30pm, and they reached my school at around 7.00pm and it was almost my turn to went to the stage to get my boards report card. But...I didn't see my parents at all. I wanted to call them, but my phone was in class. But then, suddenly someone called my name from the back, and it was my sister. She told me that there are some problem downstairs that makes my dad really angry that makes my mom and dad want to go home. I don't know what to say, so I didn't actually give her a reply. Then she went out. There were a candle light with parents ceremony..and the mother should actually blow up the candle. I still couldn't believe that my family wasn't there with me, on my graduation day. I never expect this to happen. Then, I started to think whether my sister just lie to me, I just know that my parents wouldn't do such a thing to me. They knew how much I want them to come. But I guess I'm wrong. I was holding a candle in my hand and search for them. Everyone near me were happily holding the candle and take pictures with their family. I can't describe my feelings at that time. I tried really hard not to cry. But..as I was about to went out to the toilet, the teachers came in front of me and asked where is my family and why my face looked so sad. I couldn't help it, all the feeling that I endured suddenly came out..yes, I cried in front of them, and many parents saw me too. It was so embarrassing. I told them everything and they try to comfort me. They said that maybe my parents has some urgent business that they need to attend, and said that they would be my parents for the day. I was so touched :') they told me to smile, as it was my graduation day, and so I did. But..I still wish my parents would come to take pictures with me and blow the candle with me. So, I borrowed one of my friend's phone, and I called them, I kinda shout at them and yell at them why they went home so fast without seeing me on stage and took pictures with me. They really shocked that I cried, then they went back to school. I was so happy that I cried again. I'm such a cry baby :'( but really, I'm glad that I phoned them at that time. When I waited them at the lobby, as soon as my mom appeared, she immediately hugged me and told me that she's sorry and said that she don't really know why she left, like she's been possessed by something to left school. There were actually some reasons that caused my parents left the school and went to Pantai Indah Kapuk (PIK) and not home. They actually went to a restaurant that I have booked the day before as the manager of the restaurant told my mom that if I dont reached the place in half an hour, some other people would take up the reservation. My mom knew that after the graduation ceremony is done, me and my classmates would went there for dinner. So, thats why they left. But still, I wish they went to my school at the exact time 6.30pm and saw me on stage but what can I do, it passed already, and I'm just glad they went back and we manage to take many pictures together :') After all the sadness going on, my friends cheered me up. We have the most unforgettable day of our life!! We took hundreds of pictures together and chit-chatting of course at Pan & Barrel restaurant :D there were around 40 of us at the restaurant. It was crazy and memorable. Will never forget that moment. And, my family was there too, separate table of course :P The food was good. Many of my friends, especially the boys, drank alcohols. They really happy that they passed the boards examination and graduate!! haha. I don't drink of course :P Anyway, I'm happy that I graduate with all subjects passed, but I don't really satisfied with my results. But oh well, at least I passed all the subjects :) I don't really know whether I should call it a good day or bad day, but I think its a good day with a little bit bad luck :P Sorry if I write too much, this blog is kinda a diary to me :)) urgg, i miss blogging so much xD

my family <3

 I wore a red dress from Fiorucci and heels from Bruno :D I bought it last year and I haven't wear it at all :D I love it so much! The red is more bold and brighter in real :)

playing around hahahaha.

There are more photos of course :P last week I went to Singapore with my friend, Stella, and her mom. It was my second time went to other country without my mom and dad. How was the trip? FUN! What I like the most is when I went shopping at forever21 and went to Universal Studio. F21 store in Singapore is so big, not like in Indonesia. Will post about my trip to singapore soon ;)

btw, I MISS YOU GUYS!! XX

Colorful

 Happy Chinese New Year to those who celebrate! This year, I got more angpaos (red envelope) than last year. yeay! Usually, on CNY, people would buy new clothes from head to toe, but it is an exceptional for me. My mom said that I have so many clothes that I haven't wear before, why buy a new one. I agree, but still, I want new clothes. haha. Girls just can't get enough of clothes (and heels, ofcourse). Don't you all agree? Yesterday, I went to three different places and, ate at each places too. I ate so much. My zodiac state that this month, I would gain weight and told me to exercise more. I tried, but failed. Oh well..maybe I should limit my eating habits.

This is my CNY outfit. I decided to wear something colorful :D

 top - mango // shorts - zara basic // bag - kate spade // flats - mphosis

 did you guys notice something on my phone? the ribbon thinggy? my cousin, Jennifer gave it to me. Thanks jen!

 my dad and mom :)

 with my beautiful grandma :)

 at the last minute, when we were gonna went out to my uncle's house to eat (again) and see fireworks, my mom told me to exchange clothes with her. I asked her why, she said that she don't feel comfortable in skirt. So, yeah, we exchanged our clothes :D I'll show you the details of this outfit soon.

I have to admit that, January is so not a good month for me except, for yesterday because I got many angpaos! :D. First, my new haircut was kinda awful, 3 days later, Google suddenly deleted my blog (this blog) but a couple of hours later my blog came back again, and now, all of my data and files on my computer are gone. FOREVER GONE. Thanks to my mom, who told her friend to delete or you can say re-new the laptop so that the laptop would load more faster (my laptop used to be so slow when loading). At first, her friend asked her whether there is any important data in the laptop, and guess what, my mom said no. Yes, 'NO'. I was just like.... duh mom, pleaseeeeee, so, you think all of our vacation pictures and my projects are not important?? I don't really worried about the pictures, I'm worried about my IT Project. I work so hard making that project. And I haven't got a chance to insert it in my USB. I'm so mad. But what else can I do? Then I remember something. I remember that I have send my project through email to my own email-address in case something happen. I check my inbox, and then I freaked out. My project is there!! I'm so happy! No words could describe my happiness. From now on, I will definitely create a backup for all of my data..

Anyway, I should actually be in school right now, but, I'm so tired last night and couldn't sleep, so my mom told me to just skip school for today. So, I decided to blog, and reply all of your comments :) :)

Have a nice day everyone!

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Black and Grey

Hello folks! Sorry for my late post. My pre-lims gonna start really soon.There are so many things that has to be done at a really short time.. :( Next week, my cousin who is also my best friend, Jennifer, will come back to Jakarta! yeay! She's the same age as me, but last year she moved to Taiwan. I actually almost went with her, but I changed my mind, Im too afraid to stay at other country without my parents..Im still not ready. As soon as she come back, she and my friends would have a sleepover at my house! It would be fun just like old times! Cant wait to meet her <3

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you this, last monday, google suddenly deleted my blog. I was so shocked and pissed at the same time. I didn't do anything wrong and suddenly they deleted my blog? Then, I send them an email to bring my blog back and as I wait for their reply, I made a new blog..then suddenly a reader of mine tell me that my blog came back. My heart filled with joy when I see my blog came back!

 Thank God. O:)

 blazer from guess // tank-top from forever21 // skirt from my sister // oxford heels from icon ninety9 // tights and accesories are from local online shop

 Wondering why my hair became like this? yeap, this is my new haircut. It is so SHORT. The hair dresser is horrible. I told her only to cut like 3-4cm and she cut my hair this short?? Im so mad at that time. But what can I do? I can't bring my hair back, though I can get a hair extension. But I try to think this as a positive thing, like..this haircut makes me look younger and childish. haha. My bang even became so short..too short to be exact. *sigh*

 pandas!

 I really love this flower ring that I bought from momo cuppy shop. <3

Souvenirs from my bestfriend, febby, who went to taiwan last december. She know how much I love mochi :P And special thanks to her for being my personal photographer yesterday :)

By the way, I won Sabrina Maida's (hii. chabe) giveaway! This really made my day :D Thank you so much ci Sabrina for choosing me as the winner! and Im terribly sorry for asking you so many questions on email and bbm :/ Once again, thank you :) xx

Have a nice day everyone!

xo

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(p.s: I will reply all comments asap! ;)